Meh.

I wrote a long post last night. I started it around midnight and finished it around 4AM. It was full of stuff. Some of it not so great. There were visual aides and lots of bad grammar. While all of it was truthful, lots if it was just...bad. Most of it was an exercise in dissecting where irrational fears come from.

All in all, it was pretty boring and horribly written.

So I didn't post it. It was stuff more suited to the handwritten journal but my brain was operating faster then my hand and I'm sure I'd have some sort of injury if I tried to get it all down on paper.

I'm shutting down the part of me that is consistently analyzing human behavior (my behavior in particular) and saying fuck it.

I'm going to the gym.