lesson

I spend so much time rationalizing myself out of going crazy, inserting the voice of reason to prevent catastrophic emotional meltdown, making conscious decisions to not let things get the best of me that maybe, just maybe I need to throw something large and heavy out of my window so I can relish in its satisfying crash. I fill myself with so much talk about accepting, working through and moving past difficulties that sometimes I feel like I'm talking myself out of being human.